It’s ’bout time i blogged!

Been busy lately, thus, the absence of posts on my blog. Today marks the last day of the first week of school and i must say i enjoyed the whole week. As usual, my class is the best and super funny. And because of the fact that i had rebonded my hair, yes, REBONDED!, the first day of school was pretty funny. Aloysius couldnt recognize me. Kelvin thought i was a gerl. WTH. Espall said my hair look emo. Pretty much, everyone’s reactions was kinda priceless. Lectures and tutorials are still the same. Boring but boring!

This semester, for me, is solely dedicated to make music. Form a band. Improve my drumming. Perform with my beloved percussion ensemble. Hope that i can start to rock out with my brother in a band soon.!

My back’s aching!

School’s starting soon. Yay! Err…i think. Haha. Kinda having mixed feelings though. Still want my holidays though. My holidays are spent like what, for percussion ensemble and symphonic band. Didnt even have time to go out with my poly classmates la. Everytime they go like an outing, i’ll either be too tired to go or it clashes with my busy schedules. I hope i can spend more time with them when school reopens, dats why, YAY! Miss all the classroom madness and stupid antics of my crazy and lame friends. Haha. But i think i will have to juggle my time properly again this next sem. Homework, Performances, Ensemble Responsibility, Commitment to Friends. Wah. Come to think of it, i can never fully achieved what i want in these 4 categories. (Inner Ridwan: “ridwan, ridwan! u’ve got to try harder man!) Jeez, like i’m not trying like that. It ain’t easy you know, when you are in charge of a popular performing group!

Anyway, with those aside, MY BACK’S ACHING LIKE CRAZY. no guys, i’m not that old! My back’s been aching, near the spine area, close to the ass that area. I dunno why, but everytime when i bend down, it will hurt like crazy. I’m really scared that it might be something very serious. I’m praying that it’s not. In this condition, i dont really know whether i can perform again or not. Cause, if we have to play lids again for a performance, it will be painful for my back. And with this ache, I CANT PLAY THE DRUMS PROPERLY! OMG! I’m really hope the pain would go away fast before my two performances this coming oct and nov. Help Me!

Decode – Paramore

How can I decide what’s right
When you’re clouding up my mind?
I can’t win
You’re losing fight
All the time

Not gonna ever own what’s mine
When you’re always taking sides
But you won’t take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it’s hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can’t see
What kind of man that you are
If you’re a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own
(I’m screaming, “I love you so”)
On my own
(My thoughts you can’t decode)

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we’ve done?
We’ve gone and made such fools
Of ourselves
Do you see what we’ve done?
We’ve gone and made such fools
Of ourselves

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well
I think I know
I think I know

There is something I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true

 

The lyrics to the song are just wonderful and emotional.